When you realize it's late. But not too late ;)

Have you ever tired to convince yourself that what you see is only temporary, and will change for the better? I guess that will happen to all of us once in a while. What happens though when you deceive yourself for too long and even after knowing the truth, still decides to "hope" for a better tomorrow?

You end up being miserable for the tiniest little things.

Talking about this cause I realized I have been trying to convince myself that things have not changed, but in reality, things change everyday; yesterday a stranger, today a friend, excellent market status in the morning, economic downturn in the evening, water bottle now, recycled plastic a few hours later.

But what of it? What does all this mean you might ask. What I want to say is that things will never remain the same forever, be it in a minute, a day or a year, things eventually change, and what is reality in the past will be forgotten in the future. People may say this one moment, but in a few days or weeks what they have said is totally forgotten.

What I realized today is that I have been deceiving myself for the past few months, telling myself the same thing, but the circumstances have changed, rules have evolved, new players have joined the game, and what previously had a huge significance is reduced to nothing. What was admired in the first place is lost and changed. 失去的 討不回來.











signing out (12:50am 7Sept)

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